Thursday, November 19, 2009




I started a painting that used this as a background to a double exposure like painting. Then I realized how much I disliked it. So, then I did this!


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

it is interesting who relates to your issues

Monday, November 16, 2009

LEICA M7 HERMES LIMITED EDITION

Sunday, November 15, 2009

I have tried to write Paradise

Do not move
Let the wind speak
that is paradise.

Let the Gods forgive what I
have made
Let those I love try to forgive
what I have made.

-Ezra Pound
I found my old Sotheby's email address and it made me so nostalgic for upper east side. I miss Nick. I miss Central Park. I miss Brownstones. I miss how everything felt exciting and depressing.

I heard a rumor that the x is moving to NYC and that really irritates me. I also heard that the x is seeing the one he wanted to make magic with. Maybe that is why last night's dreams are haunting me this morning.

It has been two years since my dad died. That seems unreal. I wish the x would have at least acknowledged me yesterday. It is no surprise that he didn't though.

Friday, November 13, 2009

The Black Bitch

Two days ago I went to guitar center at 9pm. I bought myself a guitar, the first one ever. My hands are killing me, my shoulders are aching, my posture sucks, and I am having a great time. I have learned 8 chords now, and I am working on transitioning between them now. Soon, I will be able to play a song for the first time... which is my new personal challenge. Wish me luck.




oh, and I can play the F chord so well :)